Impulsive Thoughts...

NO ONE ONLINE TO WITNESS MY BRAINBLAST OMGGGG 

suck ass.

;_; Finish your portfolio already fool! GAHDD

There once lived a boy who waited much too long to show his feelings, and now spends his time pondering over what would’ve, could’ve, should’ve happened. 

Mannn…It’s so bittersweet seeing you happy with someone else…

And with that, I leave you with something relating to what you’re reading:

     I wish you’d look at me that way.

Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine.

Telling me more than any words could say.

But you don’t even know I’m alive.

Baby, to you, all I am is the Invisible Man. 

Haha that’s pretty cute if I do say so myself ;] 

There’s exactly 10 days of high school left, and we’ll hardly be in class for most of those days…Before, I couldn’t wait for graduation, but now I’m somewhat dreading it.

Major things to finish in high school:

-SENIOR PORTFOLIO. gahd… =_=’ 

-English powerpoint. Ehh, not too bad

-Econ project. W/E haha

As much as I say I want to leave high school, I know a part of me can’t let go yet. Like the great Mr. Aihara said (and I am witness to this from my siblings’ experiences), I’ll only be talking to a handful of people after high school. I’m looking forward to meeting new people in college, but breaking away from people who have been with everyday through high school is difficult to imagine.

I believe I have enough self-restrain to not be one of those who constantly return to high school haha, but right now is reminiscing mode soo:

-The Group: I’m a late addition(haha); I know I’m annoying, talkative, rude, and mean, but thank you for being my closest friends. I’m glad to have been part of this inner-circle ;33 hehe I’m saddened that none of you are going to Irvine with me, but I’ll see you betches over the summer anyway.

-Close friends outside the group: A A J. I have no clue how we became friends, but man, L O L good times, good times. 

-Tennis: I know we’re not the best, but I had high hopes for this year. Sure we could have done better at times, but we pulled off a successful season in the end, and that’s all I could ever ask for as captain. ;]

-Band: Oh band. I’ve spent years hating you, but I’ve made some great memories with you. Thank you for being so ridiculously horrible, yet hilarious at the same time.

-Honors/AP Students: Man, oh man. From staying up til 3AM textmarking, to pulling all-nighters for our chem projects, LAoW assignments, and APUSH essays, to doing/finishing our Lit Terms at school (hoping periods 1-4 are free), to completing a 10-week stock market project in one night, it’s been a hell of a ride. Here’s to us.

-Japanese: A class that consisted doing daily journals, having 5-sentence homework, and learning stroke order was the highlight of 3 years in high school. Sure, level 4 was fun too, but the atmosphere just wasn’t the same. ありがとう。

That’s all I can think of for now…

P.S.- One of my biggest worries right now is that I won’t be able to find the right words to write on people’s yearbooks. Will the right memories come to mind? I hope so, because I want people to remember good memories of me in 10 years if they look back in their yearbook L O L

2 AM

First time studying for a Japanese test in all four years LMFAO 

I actually know over 100 kanji now! Surprising, but I need to memorize all the readings ;_; Bleh 

the actual FUCK. 

OMFG. Nothing’s worse than people blowing up over the most random little things. Everything’s just going SWIMMINGLY, then I’m guessing someone just decides to go fuck the mood up and just BOOM. What the HELL? OMG Then your mood gets ruined and you feel like you just decapitated an infant or something, when in all reality, you didn’t do ANYTHING. Then you try fucking apologizing for something YOU SHOULDN’T BE APOLOGIZING FOR and they still ignore it. 

W T F 

Anyway, hello! Back to tumblr…kinda. probably not.